thoughts before copenhagen

i'll be flying off to copenhagen tomorrow at 10am (i think), and before that, i just have some thoughts which have been in my mind for days which I wanted to blog about but somehow, I just cannot let it out cos more peeps are reading my blog. And some are concerned that I am painting a bad portrayal of them.

When I set up this blog, I really wanted to keep it among a circle of a few friends but somehow, vanity and self adoration made me placed my blog address on my msn and as i keep adding people onto my list, they somehow gotten access to it.

I like to rant and bitch and i am sure that most will actually take what I say about 3rd parties on my blog with a pinch of salt; somehow, i felt that the more i am being cornered into making my entries more and more politically correct, the more I am being pushed over the brim to make my blog entries even more salicious to the world!

And because I live by the rule that whatever is posted will not be taken down, I can no longer just rattle stuffs off my head like when I first started! Therefore, many may have noticed that recent entries are purely about my trips and nights out with no more specific mentioning of names or people and friends around me. More importantly, there are no more so-called insights on what happened to them.

I do respect their own individual's privacy.

Hence, when I make a promise that certain stuffs will not ever see the face of the internet, I jolly well make sure they remain in the closet. However, I just felt that the joy and satisfaction of bitching and being involved in juicy conversations with my friends back home when i meet them, be it in europe, or back home, will now be gone!